Yuwa Spirit

My life is soo strange, so many ups n downs kee..., maybe its not interesting enough going in a straighttt line, but i could do with some stability in my life right now :). Maybe I should get my priorities set, my mind wanders all the time, maybe its da age :), i live like theres no tomoroow, and when a week passes, i go like owww :o a week gone by already, I wasted the whole week, what a wastee :).
Life always doesn't go exactly as what you want. I myself live my life as a little boy :D. If you don't be good then santa won't come in the christmas, and wallaaa no chak chak :D. Its not a bad way to live actually, it fits perfectly to my character and it is working quite nicely for meh. The thing is being good is good but is it enough? :D, if you want to live a non compromising life as I do, then it sure isn't :D. As you can see, I am still trying to find out what Ive got to do :D. Maybe totally uncompromising life is not possible, there is no perfection in anything in this world. I don't even care about smaller things in life, not exactly bindas, don't know if I ever have been bindas :D.
The televisions nowadays :D., really messes meh up :D, especially the travel n living channel :D. Do all the people live their life like in the tv??? The Amsterdam, Paris, New York??? such a big world, such a short life :D. Okeyyy, more next time, am getting all messed up in my mind :D.